Okay let's be real honest here.....
I hate being asked "When will he be home?" or "Will he be home for Christmas?"
I can't help it, I just do.
Maybe it's because every single milestone that he reaches, I am grateful.
To me, it's not all about him getting home.
It's more than that.
It's will he have long term issues? Will his eyes develop correctly?
Will his brain develop exactly how it needs to? Will he need glasses?
Will he catch up with other babies his age? Will I ever stop googling and freaking myself out?
I have so much more to stress about than the simple question of when he will
be home. Don't get me wrong. I want him home, like yesterday.
But I want him to be strong. I want his breathing to be solid.
I want to know that he is ready to come home.
Every day we are one step closer to bringing him home.
For that, I am grateful.
Happy Thursday everybody!! :)
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